By Maruth
For those that actually read what I write, I am still here. I just havn’t had anything interesting to write about lately, at least nothing that I want to look back at ten years down the road and remember, but I’m hoping once I start typing, I will think of something note-worthy…
Where do I start? I’ve had so much on my mind lately, this website layout has been bugging me. Sometimes I feel like wiping everything out and starting from scratch again, but that would just require more time in front of the computer so I will leave it alone for now and let it bug me.
Money has been real tight, mainly because I’ve needed to buy Spring clothes for myself. I knew I probably couldn’t hide under hoodies and baggy t-shirts forever and with the weather starting to get warmer and warmer, I just can’t squeeze myself into anything from last year. I guess that attests to how much weight I really have gained over the years.
My stress makes me eat, and my eating makes me stressed, I have to buy new clothes for myself, which makes me broke, which makes me stressed. I feel stuck in a major rut right now. I know I will get through it, but until then, I just feel like crawling into a hole and sleeping for a few months. God, it feels like a line from Austin Powers where Fat Bastard says, “I eat because I’m uphappy and I’m unhappy because I eat” Isn’t it so sad I understand what Fat Bastard is saying?
Along with the story of me being broke, my boyfriend’s birthday was a few days ago and I had been planning to save my money to get him an Xbox 360 or PS3, but of course none of that happened.
On a brighter note…I was reading through all my old posts of American Idol show recaps and reviews on my other blog and it did brighten up my day a little bit. Is it completly nerdy to admit that American Idol is one of the few things I look forward to every week? I will be a little sad after the finale because while I can still watch and review “So You Think You Can Dance?” it will not be as exciting as my American Idol viewing journey this season.
I’m going to the tour when it comes into my town, I must admit…David Cook is becoming an overwelming guilty pleasure of mine, I might have to double up on my concert experience and go to more than one show on the tour, it will be like back in the days when my old roommate Jen and I went to numerous American Idol tour shows and even got to MEET the second season contestants, including my fave, Clay Aiken. Ah, memories!
I’ve already been told I am a total dork already, so if your thinking it, that’s fine, I like to call it concert whoring, we all have a hobby we’d go over the moon for, concerts is mine.
But no, really…if you read my old American Idol reviews, you will notice I have been a David Cook fan from the get-go. As I have told my close friend, Susie…his voice reminds me of Jason Wade from Lifehouse and for those of you that have listened to their music before might agree with me. It’s just one of those voices that makes you smile and cheese like a little school girl. I hope he wins!

Not to mention, he is easy on the eyes.

On This Day...
I never thought about that before but he does have that Jason Wade feel about him!!! That is such a good comparison.
Speaking of you and I going to concerts.. how would you feel about maybe meeting up and hitting the cleveland concert come Sept? I come home in August and can’t find anyone to go with!! It’ll be like when we went to see Clay in Cleveland without tickets! Hahaha